The excitement of 9th Month

It's one of my schooling time best friend's birthday today. Happy birthday dear Intan Suhana. She is one of best friend in BBGS besides Eija. Knowing Intan, she is a respectful young lady.. Love her own way of living her class of life. She has a firm principles that no one can languish the principle she holds. She's nice, neat and creative and loves beauty products. She owns a blog that provides beauty products from abroad. Check on this website to have a view. You'll be loving them, trust me.

Ok on the other hand, Amsyar Rakin is 9th month today. How time flies.. 

His progress so far are:

• weighted 10.2kg (4 kgs behind Aqil)
• can now pronounce Uummeh (very clearly, YEAY!!) and Awaah ('Allah' I guess)
• champion in crawling
• climbing staircase (my nightmare)
• toddles by leaning on the walls/ table or anything he can cling on to
• pulling Aqil's hair (his favourite)
• wide smile if we call out his name (only to the faces he's familiar with)
• 3 times meal/day
• dislike water (my annoyance)
• likes mashed potato and biscuits
• loves screaming atau teran suara (sbb tu kot suara dia serak)
• watching those commercials on tele (most babies do this, aite?)

look at the fluffy face

the sweetie smile

Till then.. will update time to time about his development.. My intend..





 

 





I Knocked A CaR!!

I don't know what happen to me today. I went out to office earlier than usual. It's 7.40am as normally I'll only be out of the house by 8.00am. Not even 100m away from my house, I've knocked someone's car! My bad.. My mistakes.. I put the blame on me 100% As I've mentioned earlier.. I don't know what happen to me today. I was daydreaming while driving and not even realising that a car coming after me and I couldn't bother to think of anything that I have just knocked his new brand car. Waaaaa.. I was blank.. I couldn't think of anything at that moment.  I was like a moron who helpless. Luckily the man driver was so gentleman as his car has just a bit scratch at the right back side. But a new brand car.. sapa tak marah kalau tak tentu pasal kena knocked, kat depan rumah plak tu.

the injuries of my car..

Errgh.. I guess.. today is just not my day.. It's my bad luck day.. It just seems to happen. And I take it in positive way.. Allah is testing me, reminding me, and  maybe it's the way to vanish my sins.. If it is meant that way, I woul just  redha. Though my mind is still refreshing back the incident of my stupidity.. I have to face it.. And I am thankful to Allah for bestowing me a very understanding husband. Thanks Love for keeping me calm.

Aqil Razin's New Bike

This is Aqil Razin's new bike.

We bought it last month, but I only manage to blog it today. Yeah, me and blogging so not in the chemistry yet.. Why we decided to get him a bike? Because our next door neighbour who has two kids got their own bicycle each and always playing them outside the house which attracting Aqil to come over their house and try riding 'em. Well it's not that I'm restricting my son to play with neighbour's kids.. But knowing Aqil who is just 2 1/2 years old is not good in compromising yet. He would chase Aidil (neighbour's 2nd kid) when he rides and can push Aidil whenever he feels so. Seeing him looking at the siblings riding the the bike pities me..  So, I spoke to husband in getting him a bike so that he can play his own without feeling left out.. huhu..

Can you see the happy face? It is so satisfying for a parent like me to see the cheerful reaction of your precious :)

Aqil in excitement

So it is all about Aqil's new bike.. After all, he doesn't really ride it as his two legs can't cycle the paddle 360degrees yet.. However he still loves his bicycle and me is happy for him.. I love you son!!

Something I'm worry about..

Yes.. I feel like bursting in here.. I have so many things in my head.. and so many things to be done.. but I just don't know where to start and what to do first.. It's like everything on my shoulders.. well it's nothing to do with my carreer or what.. I'm talking about my life I'm living.. I'm worried of my two kids who stay at home with a 'stranger' and they are too small to protect themselves.. :( This makes me sometime feels like pulling myself out from my career and be a 24hours housewife. But that's other thing I have to consider about, if I quit, what happen to our family economy? I'm working because my husband's pay is just enough for the four of us.. and living in today.. money first others second.. So I have to work.. and when I have to work.. there's somebody we have to hire to take care of our kids.. because picking a nanny or any nursery is not an option.. so we hire a maid.


Aqil and Amsyar with Bibik Ana

Yes I do have a husband to help on, but being away is something he hardly assist me with our living.. and yes we do have a maid which I thank Allah for sending her to us. But still having an 'outsider' in your house taking care of your kids without any of your own family to monitor.. is something you have to tawakal on.. I'm gambling my kids to her.. I can only have my 'doa' for my kids.. I'm hoping that she is treating my kids the way she treats them in front of us.. Well who might know if she's pretending.. that's what i'm afraid of. I have faith in Allah, so I can only hope for His blessings in protecting my two kids.. Certainly this is what keep on disturbing my mind.. but I always take it in a positive way.. I might kind of 'lepas tangan' when we lived in with my mom.. because I know my mom is there to monitor my maid.. and now, living on our own.. I really rely on her.. So far in my eyes she's ok, not that she's not done any mistakes, she does.. but it's  forgiven.. and I'm the type who just don't know how to ticking-off one on the spot.. that's my weakness and that's my husband annoyance..

Well..well.. that's just a rambling.. and my prayers are only the best for my kids and our family.. May Allah Bless us always.. Amin..

Lost the mode

I'm still looking for it.. everywhere.. but it seems I've lost it.. but deep inside my heart, i'm hoping it will turn back and stay forever...

Happy New Year Everyone

It's the 2nd day of 2011.. Well life goes on.. and I just want make a review on what have changed my life throughout 2010.. Let's see..

1. An established financial..( better than 2009.. :p)

2. I've raised a bigger family with the delivery of Amsyar Rakin on 10.06.10

  

3. I've moved-in to a quarters on 26.11.10 (my 5th anniversay)

  
4. My dear youngest sister Azahanim got married on 01.05.10

5. Aza got pregnant and will be delivering her baby sometime in April

So.. I think that's all I can remember.. I'll add up time to time once I remember and think it should be post in the blog.. tehehe..

Dialogue With Aqil

In the car while driving back to Klang both my kids wore baju melayu and me was  gurgling with Amsyar and went with a coversation like this:-

Umi: Amsyar.. handsomenye pakai baju melayu.. comey..comey..
Aqil: Umi.. Atil pun pakai baju melayu..

and my expression was..

Umi: Ohh.. Aqil lagi handsome pakai baju melayu.. handsome sangat..
Aqil: Atil handsome eh.. (sambil tersenyum simpul).. Umi, Atil dah titat   yambut (Umi, Aqil dah sikat rambut)
UMI: A'aahlah.. patutlah Aqil kacak.. (sambil menahan-nahan gelak)
Aqil: Yambut Atil kacak tan? (Rambut Aqil kacakkan..)

Yelah nak.. apa-apa lah.. kecik2 dah pandai perasan..