Am back to normal.. am deeply feel guilty to Mr. Waled.. I've asked for his apologise. Am forgiven :).. Thank God! Got nothing to write about, will write more after Amsyar's Bday Bash.. We'll see..
I'll write whatever i want to; especially on my mood and my feelings on something. Please communicate with me but I only accept motivational comments. Thank you. :)
Monday, June 6, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Mood Swing
Finally.. he's back after a week leaving behind the family. Look.. I'm here not to talk bad about my husband, but I just need to burst out what I feel right now. Maybe this feeling I'm facing through is because of the menses I have now.. Whatever.. Ok he left for Perlis on the 27th May, he's done with his job on the 29th... from 30th to 1st June he's leisuring with his friends in Wang Kelian.. Ok now.. If you were in my shoes, what will you feel/ think?? He's having fun out there while I'm here running everywhere to comfort his two sons.. Yes.. we do have a maid, but still I need him as Aqil doesn't really want bibik to handle him. On the other hand, Amsyar is growing up despite breastfeeding he tends to be like his brother, he wants me instead of bibik to carry him.. Now that's not a big issue actually.. But for what he did, I am pissed off!
He bought me a handbag. Which I don't like (maybe because of the above circumstances). But I don't tell him. I appreciate for what he got me. Anyway..I have a few things to confront with him, but I just don't have the energy to because I know him very well.. He is such a defensive person. He won't admit, even obviously he throws the stone.. So is my over reaction to my husband is due to my cycle or I am just being selfish??
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Sabah Trip 2011 (1st - 3rd May)
Ok.. now where do I start? I am suppose to write about this long time ago.. But since I only manage to upload those piccas yesterday from Mr Waled's camera.. and the server here in P11 is ok and no more chipsmore.. so I decided to write about this tough it's a bit late.
My family and I (Mr. Waled, Aqil and Amsyar) and my in law's went to KK for a 3D2N vacation. It was all fine and smooth trip that everyone of us was enjoying the vacation so much.
Day 1
Day 3
My family and I (Mr. Waled, Aqil and Amsyar) and my in law's went to KK for a 3D2N vacation. It was all fine and smooth trip that everyone of us was enjoying the vacation so much.
Day 1
- Arrived KKIA around 12pm and went direct to Promenade Hotel
- Have Mc Donalds for lunch (what's new eh?)
- Check-in around 4pm because the Hotel were fully booked and the management was out of control..
- After sola asr cum zuhr, walked to philipino market. (My Family took a cab and it costs us RM10!!)
- Had dinner in Philipino Market which I think was a waste.. because my bro in-law paid RM200++ for this kind of food..
| Do you think it's worth the money?? |
Day 2
- Went out as early as 9am for City Tour (We really did a lot of shopping hence everyone is super tired)
- We had dinner in Kg Nelayan which hubby had spent RM700 for luxury and delicious food (no piccas as the delegations are super exhausted and hungry).
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| This is at Bukit Bendera.. yess Sabah also has it's own Bukit Bendera like Penang minus the cable car. |
- Had a swim at hotel's pool
- Pack-pack, off we go..
- Drop by here..
For some frozen seafood to bring home..
All in all.. we were satisfy and happy with the trip as our money has gone just like the water flow in the drain.. :)
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
He'll be leaving me again..
Hmm.. my mood to anything is decreasing as Mr Waled is leaving us again for a Rally Championship in Chuping, Perlis. I heard that place is full with sugar cane plantations.. Mr.Waled is leaving tonight and he'll be back by 1st June.. As he isn't around for the weekend, I have plan a few missions for myself, babies and friends. Well it's time to catching up with my school friends and ex-collegue. It's the best time to meet them as Mr Waled not around. Well for the kids.. they'll tag along..
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| Aqil is going to ask "Where's Waled" in this few days.. and I'm ready for it. |
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I lost The Significant Gem..
Yeah.. I lost it and i dunno where the hell it has gone.. and I am totally deject of it.. How can it just dissapear away from me.. does it meant to be something? I started to think silly things.. Typical me.. I'll relate every unhappy incidents that occured to something taht I have commited to any sins that Allah is reminding me.. And losing the diamond of your wedding ring is not something you can be proud of can you?
Monday, March 28, 2011
MATTA Fair
This post is a reeeeaaalll delaaay post.. Thought of putting up those pics.. but naaaahhh.. got no time to upload the pics.. My time are precious nowadays..
Last Saturday On 12 March 2011, my husband and I decided to have an eye on MATTA Fair (MF) which was happening from 11-13 March 2011. My last time to MF was like 7-8 years ago when I was under my practical-training back then in WDT. That time I don't have any intention to travel, I was there for duty.. WDT had a booth there (I think so). We decided not to drive to PWTC, co-incidently Mr. Walid's friend had a business in KL and wanted Mr Walid to come along. So Mr. Walid went to KL accompanied by Aqil. Whilst I took ERL to KL Sentral cause I got to settle a few of home affairs before I got-off to the hassle-bustle city and leave little Amsyar at home with bibik. (I hate to do this :()
We arrived MF half past five and got two tickets (RM3/adult) and Mr. Walid went to perform Asr prayers. After he's done, we started the exploration. Never I thought it can be that huge.. We were inside the first hall (Cuti2 Malaysia) at 6.15pm and end up there until 9.30pm. Our main objective to MF is to look for accommodation and packages in Sabah. Since we've bought the tickets from red and white company (quite cheap though; unless for the kid's fare is equivalent to the adult's fare.. I thinks it's really tricky.. LOL!)
To cut it short, we managed to find the suitable ones. We took Promenade Hotel incl breakfast and return airport transfer (RM190/pax x 2 days). I think it's reasonable enough though after a stroll to all a few booths that offer KK packages.
Part of that we also received free 2D1N voucher stay in Sunway Hotel, George Town. There was a Sunway Property booth that provided chairs to be seated. We have no intention to step in the booth but just dropping by to have a seat and decided to flip through all the flyers we've collected to make up our mind on the package we were about to choose. Suddenly there's a man came after us asking if he could take a few minutes from us to tell about their travelling membership card. We couldn't just say 'no' as we were at their 'territory' so we just nodded our head and listened to him. He said that after we listened to his promotion then we will be winning "lucky draw".. I dont really mind that, but since we were still exhaust to walk away so we just stayed and listened to him. First, one Indian young man came to me and asked me to write up our details, than came other Malay man to talk about what they offer and the benefits we'll be getting.. since it's already time for Maghrib prayers we asked the Malay man if we could just stop and wanted to know how much we would have to pay (that's all matters right). Huh.. I am tired of typing pheeww.. So he called out another lady (the manager) to talk about the pricing.. (wallah).. and do you know how much it costs to join in the membership? The premium one was like RM12,000++ for 30 years.. and the normal one was like RM6,000++ for 30 years. And I immediately say NO!!.. even if we have money, we are not going to waste that amount of money for uncertainties.. unless Mr Walid is a millionaire now. So we decided to make a move until the manager asked us to pick the lucky draw and Mr Walid has picked Free 2D1N stay in Sunway Hotel, George Town.. Yeay!! (I have missed Penang since we went there in 2007 and it was free as well.. Gheeeeee :))
Despite all the tests from Allah, Allah also bestowe us with other 'rizq'. Alhamdulillah. After done with our travel matters, we were hooked up at the
digital fair. Which was downstairs and on our way to walk to the station. We caught this.. and it cost us RM369. So it's Mr Walid's task to print out all the must-print photos. :)
Pheww.. we end up to reached home by 12.15am after the train rides all the way from PWTC hop-in for inter change at Bandar Tasik Selatan for ERL. A tiring evening but with full of satisfaction. :)
Thursday, March 10, 2011
The excitement of 9th Month
It's one of my schooling time best friend's birthday today. Happy birthday dear Intan Suhana. She is one of best friend in BBGS besides Eija. Knowing Intan, she is a respectful young lady.. Love her own way of living her class of life. She has a firm principles that no one can languish the principle she holds. She's nice, neat and creative and loves beauty products. She owns a blog that provides beauty products from abroad. Check on this website to have a view. You'll be loving them, trust me.
Ok on the other hand, Amsyar Rakin is 9th month today. How time flies..
His progress so far are:
- weighted 10.2kg (4 kgs behind Aqil)
- can now pronounce Uummeh (very clearly, YEAY!!) and Awaah ('Allah' I guess)
- champion in crawling
- climbing staircase (my nightmare)
- toddles by leaning on the walls/ table or anything he can cling on to
- pulling Aqil's hair (his favourite)
- wide smile if we call out his name (only to the faces he's familiar with)
- 3 times meal/day
- dislike water (my annoyance)
- likes mashed potato and biscuits
- loves screaming atau teran suara (sbb tu kot suara dia serak)
- watching those commercials on tele (most babies do this, aite?)
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| look at the fluffy face |
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| the sweetie smile |
Till then.. will update time to time about his development.. My intend..



