Lost the mode

I'm still looking for it.. everywhere.. but it seems I've lost it.. but deep inside my heart, i'm hoping it will turn back and stay forever...

Happy New Year Everyone

It's the 2nd day of 2011.. Well life goes on.. and I just want make a review on what have changed my life throughout 2010.. Let's see..

1. An established financial..( better than 2009.. :p)

2. I've raised a bigger family with the delivery of Amsyar Rakin on 10.06.10

  

3. I've moved-in to a quarters on 26.11.10 (my 5th anniversay)

  
4. My dear youngest sister Azahanim got married on 01.05.10

5. Aza got pregnant and will be delivering her baby sometime in April

So.. I think that's all I can remember.. I'll add up time to time once I remember and think it should be post in the blog.. tehehe..

Dialogue With Aqil

In the car while driving back to Klang both my kids wore baju melayu and me was  gurgling with Amsyar and went with a coversation like this:-

Umi: Amsyar.. handsomenye pakai baju melayu.. comey..comey..
Aqil: Umi.. Atil pun pakai baju melayu..

and my expression was..

Umi: Ohh.. Aqil lagi handsome pakai baju melayu.. handsome sangat..
Aqil: Atil handsome eh.. (sambil tersenyum simpul).. Umi, Atil dah titat   yambut (Umi, Aqil dah sikat rambut)
UMI: A'aahlah.. patutlah Aqil kacak.. (sambil menahan-nahan gelak)
Aqil: Yambut Atil kacak tan? (Rambut Aqil kacakkan..)

Yelah nak.. apa-apa lah.. kecik2 dah pandai perasan..

Happy 5th Anniversary

Alhamdulillah.. It has been 5 years.. me and loving husband got married.. It was a memorable 5 years for both of us.. In 5 years times.. we have 2 children and just started to live on our own.. Yeah.. say whatever you would say.. but the opportunity to live separately from our parent just came after 5 years we live together.. we are both considered lucky to have two very understanding mamas (both our mother are single parent) whom we can live in together..

I can't say much of what's the bash.. yelah.. 5 years of married life.. I am hoping something spectacular happen on our day.. but hubby is a very busy man through out the end of the year.. so I couldn't expect that much.. some more with a growing kid and a baby.. we couldn't plan something and we can't afford to leave our adorable kids..

So I am just praying hard to ALLAH S.W.T for his mercy to bless our marriage life as happy and harmony as before and grant us with heaven.. Amin..

 5 years ago...

after 5 years as husband and wife..



the yummylicious red velvet cuppies that I ordered from delicious-cuppies



To my dearest husband.. I am hoping for the best in our marriage.. May we still hold the faith and tolerance in our relationship.. I do love you for the rest of my life.. Insyallah..

I Am So Not In The Mood

As the title.. I am loosing the enthusiasm of blogging.. I couldn't help it.. It's the first day of working.. and I'm having the blues.. might because of the cold I had.. or the dissatisfaction to somebody that I had trouble with.. It mixed all well.. that making my day is a HELL!!

I was on leave yesterday.. spent my day with cleaning my 'house to be'.. settled just not everything just because I don't know what to do what first.. There are just so many teeny-weeny thingy to be done.. and I am not the oriented-type of person which is my husband's nightmare.. LOL!

Last Saturday, I woke up as early as 5.30am for attending the so-called Diabetes Walk.. well it is my second attempt in this activity.. My first attempt was Walk For Hunger on 29 October 2010.. that's not so much thing to talk about the walk on Saturday.. I was enjoying the walk by busying chit-chatting with my lovely friends Eny, Didi and Shahnaz.. and other KKLW runners too..

 Part of us.. they are a few more KKLWians.

From Left: Shahnaz, Leen, Me and Eny

Pictures are courtesy from Aisyatul and Shahnaz :)

Perbezaan Orang Kaya dengan Orang Berlagak Kaya

I write based on my observations. So suka hati I nak tulis apa pun.. This writing takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang mati.. Sesiapa yang terasa with all my writings please just shut this page..

Orang Kaya
1. Ada rumah besar
2. Kereta besar.. (3-4 bijik).
3. Makan kat restoran mewah
4. Pakaian up-to-date (mengikut trend masa kini)
5. Jawatan besar/ established job/ company sendiri
6. Tak suka menunjuk-nunjuk kekayaan..
7. Suka dengar berita/ cerita kalau ada orang lain berjaya
8. Bercuti di luar negara/ kalau dalam negara pun akan stay hotel gempak2
9. Suka bersedekah
10. Lepak kat coffee bean/ starbucks dan seangkatannya

 This photo is courtesy from Google

Orang Berlagak Kaya
1. Ada rumah besar (tumpang rumah mak/atau sedara mara)- they boast about this
2. Ada kereta besar (tapi pakai nama org lain sbb tak layak nak beli)
3. Makan kat restoran mewah (pakai duit mak atau subsidi org lain)
4. Pakaian up-to-date ( walaupun tak kena dengan dia)
5. Jawatan tak besar tapi gaya mcm pegawai besar
6. Sangat SUKA menunjukkan kekayaan/ atau apa pun yang dia baru beli
7. TAK SUKA dengan kejayaan org lain/ tak boleh org lain lebih daripada dia
8. Heboh nak bercuti di luar negara tapi sudahnya cuti dalam negara duduk   bajet hotel jer..
9. Suka bersedekah tapi pakai duit orang lain
10. Lepak kat coffee bean/ Starbucks dan seangkatannya (tapi dlm masa lain   ada org lain yg makan hati sbb dia pinjam duit kawan tu.. ^__^)

So tu conclude, I wonder what type of person I'm in.. I'm not rich.. neither I pretend to be rich! I just touched with the people around me who like to showing off what they have and what they get.. Well.. mintak dijauhkanlah tergolong daripada org2 yang berlagak kaya. I mean just be yourself and live your life on what you can afford not what you want to afford but you can't be.. that's so pathetic..

I Just Can't Understand My 2 Years Old Boy

Lately, Aqil Razin used to threw his tantrum just unexpectedly. He can just scream or cries or whimpers without me or others knowing what he actually wants.

Last night, I'm about to perform my Isya' prayers and spread the sejadah and Aqil Razin who was busy playing with his toys came after me and said he wants to solat with me.. So I asked him to stand beside me on the sejadah, but he requested his own sejadah. So I took another sejadah and spread it besides me, but this little boy whimpered saying that he wants his sejadah.. I was like.. what did he actually wants? I was thinking maybe the way I spread the I not to what his liking so I asked him to spread himself.. And he still whimpered saying "nanak..nanak.." so many times.. try this.. nanak.. try that nanak.. and so I couldn't control my temper any longer and I lost it by pinching his legs left and right, softly slap his two blooming cheeks left and right.. (say.. I'm a bad mother..) I was.. and I regretted every time I did that to him.. Forgive Umi, Aqil.. but sometimes it's just hard to understand you, son.. Umi is trying hard to fulfill your every needs and wants.. And may Allah guide me with that so I won't spoilt my babies.

My Innocent Aqil Razin