Happy 5th Anniversary

Alhamdulillah.. It has been 5 years.. me and loving husband got married.. It was a memorable 5 years for both of us.. In 5 years times.. we have 2 children and just started to live on our own.. Yeah.. say whatever you would say.. but the opportunity to live separately from our parent just came after 5 years we live together.. we are both considered lucky to have two very understanding mamas (both our mother are single parent) whom we can live in together..

I can't say much of what's the bash.. yelah.. 5 years of married life.. I am hoping something spectacular happen on our day.. but hubby is a very busy man through out the end of the year.. so I couldn't expect that much.. some more with a growing kid and a baby.. we couldn't plan something and we can't afford to leave our adorable kids..

So I am just praying hard to ALLAH S.W.T for his mercy to bless our marriage life as happy and harmony as before and grant us with heaven.. Amin..

 5 years ago...

after 5 years as husband and wife..



the yummylicious red velvet cuppies that I ordered from delicious-cuppies



To my dearest husband.. I am hoping for the best in our marriage.. May we still hold the faith and tolerance in our relationship.. I do love you for the rest of my life.. Insyallah..

I Am So Not In The Mood

As the title.. I am loosing the enthusiasm of blogging.. I couldn't help it.. It's the first day of working.. and I'm having the blues.. might because of the cold I had.. or the dissatisfaction to somebody that I had trouble with.. It mixed all well.. that making my day is a HELL!!

I was on leave yesterday.. spent my day with cleaning my 'house to be'.. settled just not everything just because I don't know what to do what first.. There are just so many teeny-weeny thingy to be done.. and I am not the oriented-type of person which is my husband's nightmare.. LOL!

Last Saturday, I woke up as early as 5.30am for attending the so-called Diabetes Walk.. well it is my second attempt in this activity.. My first attempt was Walk For Hunger on 29 October 2010.. that's not so much thing to talk about the walk on Saturday.. I was enjoying the walk by busying chit-chatting with my lovely friends Eny, Didi and Shahnaz.. and other KKLW runners too..

 Part of us.. they are a few more KKLWians.

From Left: Shahnaz, Leen, Me and Eny

Pictures are courtesy from Aisyatul and Shahnaz :)

Perbezaan Orang Kaya dengan Orang Berlagak Kaya

I write based on my observations. So suka hati I nak tulis apa pun.. This writing takde kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang mati.. Sesiapa yang terasa with all my writings please just shut this page..

Orang Kaya
1. Ada rumah besar
2. Kereta besar.. (3-4 bijik).
3. Makan kat restoran mewah
4. Pakaian up-to-date (mengikut trend masa kini)
5. Jawatan besar/ established job/ company sendiri
6. Tak suka menunjuk-nunjuk kekayaan..
7. Suka dengar berita/ cerita kalau ada orang lain berjaya
8. Bercuti di luar negara/ kalau dalam negara pun akan stay hotel gempak2
9. Suka bersedekah
10. Lepak kat coffee bean/ starbucks dan seangkatannya

 This photo is courtesy from Google

Orang Berlagak Kaya
1. Ada rumah besar (tumpang rumah mak/atau sedara mara)- they boast about this
2. Ada kereta besar (tapi pakai nama org lain sbb tak layak nak beli)
3. Makan kat restoran mewah (pakai duit mak atau subsidi org lain)
4. Pakaian up-to-date ( walaupun tak kena dengan dia)
5. Jawatan tak besar tapi gaya mcm pegawai besar
6. Sangat SUKA menunjukkan kekayaan/ atau apa pun yang dia baru beli
7. TAK SUKA dengan kejayaan org lain/ tak boleh org lain lebih daripada dia
8. Heboh nak bercuti di luar negara tapi sudahnya cuti dalam negara duduk   bajet hotel jer..
9. Suka bersedekah tapi pakai duit orang lain
10. Lepak kat coffee bean/ Starbucks dan seangkatannya (tapi dlm masa lain   ada org lain yg makan hati sbb dia pinjam duit kawan tu.. ^__^)

So tu conclude, I wonder what type of person I'm in.. I'm not rich.. neither I pretend to be rich! I just touched with the people around me who like to showing off what they have and what they get.. Well.. mintak dijauhkanlah tergolong daripada org2 yang berlagak kaya. I mean just be yourself and live your life on what you can afford not what you want to afford but you can't be.. that's so pathetic..

I Just Can't Understand My 2 Years Old Boy

Lately, Aqil Razin used to threw his tantrum just unexpectedly. He can just scream or cries or whimpers without me or others knowing what he actually wants.

Last night, I'm about to perform my Isya' prayers and spread the sejadah and Aqil Razin who was busy playing with his toys came after me and said he wants to solat with me.. So I asked him to stand beside me on the sejadah, but he requested his own sejadah. So I took another sejadah and spread it besides me, but this little boy whimpered saying that he wants his sejadah.. I was like.. what did he actually wants? I was thinking maybe the way I spread the I not to what his liking so I asked him to spread himself.. And he still whimpered saying "nanak..nanak.." so many times.. try this.. nanak.. try that nanak.. and so I couldn't control my temper any longer and I lost it by pinching his legs left and right, softly slap his two blooming cheeks left and right.. (say.. I'm a bad mother..) I was.. and I regretted every time I did that to him.. Forgive Umi, Aqil.. but sometimes it's just hard to understand you, son.. Umi is trying hard to fulfill your every needs and wants.. And may Allah guide me with that so I won't spoilt my babies.

My Innocent Aqil Razin

Time is precious!

This morning, I got to attend a meeting  in RISDA KL. I'm not complaining here, but when the secretariat has set the departure will be at 7.30am I assume everyone who's taking the ministry's bus will be there at 7.30am. Being typical, the bus reached  at the check point (the auditorium)  at 7.35am. I'm not being harsh, but i was waiting at the auditorium with few other officers but none of them are the secretariats. Well I'm not an expert here, neither I seldom handled that so called 'important meeting'. But at least I do know the basic. The secretariat of this meeting should at least standby one of their 'many' officers  to guide the committee to the bus check point. Well yes it's the usual check point, but bare in mind there are new officers who are not familiar with the usual check point. That's one thing, another thing is the late comers! Well people people.. Please please do respect other's time. U simply walk and say u forgot the meeting is held somewhere else.. Oh my.. I do put my high respect to this particular officer before, but with the stupid reason she just gave it ruins all my respect to her. But still, people make mistakes.. So i forgive her for her lateness though i know i should have stick to my principle.

Time is gold.

On the other affair, Amsyar Rakin is 5 months today.. He weights 8.6kg. A hike of 600gm from previous month. :) He can now rolling.. 1 second you put him here another seconds you'll find him there.. he moves very fast that I have to held him everywhere without leaving him alone especially in the bed.. Amsyar got his japs yesterday (i don't remember what the japs are for). Fortunately he doesn't have the fever.. Phew.. to me .. Amsyar is a tough baby.. He seldom falls sick.. Alhamdulillah and I hope it remains.. Insyallah.. :) Till then..

Maher Zain Wannabe

Salam..

Today I want to blog of my growing  Aqil Razin whom is now absorbs every single thing he sees daily.. As example, he  sings along the songs in the sinetrons and dramas that been keep repeating on tv.. Tell any dramas which have the background song, he'll follow the songs.. We are impressed with his development.. well I know the other kids would do the same.. but to me my Aqil Razin is brilliant! hehehe.. no offence people.. He would respond to any action in the dramas.. one day I was shocked with his response after seeing two man fighting and when the Man 1 kicked the Man 2 hips (or something else, I wasn't sure) and suddenly this came out from Aqil's mouth.."Hah! Ambik kau!!".. I was like... What??? He responded to the act.. Well I don't know to take it positively or what.. but I had to assure that Aqil Razin absorbs everything positively and we (the whole family) have to watch the words we use daily talking with him or with each other..

The cheeky boy.. In Maher Zain concert costume :)

Okay.. that's one part about Aqil Razin.. and this is other part despite he's responding to what other talks.. He can be a good singer as well.. Last night Aqil and Mr. Walid (Aqil calls his father 'Walid') held a concert of Maher Zain.. huh.. the father and son concert.. They kept on listening to Maher Zain - Insyallah song.. and finally after can't resist the powers of the song.. hehe.. they sang along and pretending they were performing to the audience.. Hahaha.. But unfortunately.. after a few trials.. I can't seem to download the video.. :(

Here are some pictures Mr. Walid took of our two boys playing together..

 Amsyar thinks Abang wants to take his toy away..

Happily play together

After The Long Silence

Hi there people.. Salam to all.. after a year of silence.. I have the gut to blog again.. ehhehee.. dunno what makes me to start blogging again after so long.. but after have been reading so many blogs including my niece blog.. it motivates me to blogging again.. I do agree with a few friends with the reasons why they blog.. it's for you and your generations reference.. hehehe.. and I want my kids to read all the activities we went through and hoping they'll treasure them..

So long.. and now I have two kids.. my last post was putting up Aqil's photos when he was a baby and now he has a baby brother.. yeah.. time flies and I'm getting older.. geeee..

 Aqil Razin is 2 years 3 months

Amsyar Rakin is 5 Months

Do my kids resemble me? I dont know.. but many people say Aqil resembles me a lot.. hehehe.. For Amsyar? Hmmm.. he resembles me too.. (this is the quote from people who's seeing me growing, so they can differentiate..tehehe) But for me.. whoever they resembles of is fine as long as they are healthy and growing to be good person.. Insyallah..

I have so many things to talk about.. but I do have some 'difficulties' in exploring this blogspot (laugh as you wished) but this is one of the reason why i quit blogging for a year.. Wahahahaha.. Till my next post.. Cheers.. :)