Am back to normal.. am deeply feel guilty to Mr. Waled.. I've asked for his apologise. Am forgiven :).. Thank God! Got nothing to write about, will write more after Amsyar's Bday Bash.. We'll see..
Monday, June 6, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Mood Swing
Finally.. he's back after a week leaving behind the family. Look.. I'm here not to talk bad about my husband, but I just need to burst out what I feel right now. Maybe this feeling I'm facing through is because of the menses I have now.. Whatever.. Ok he left for Perlis on the 27th May, he's done with his job on the 29th... from 30th to 1st June he's leisuring with his friends in Wang Kelian.. Ok now.. If you were in my shoes, what will you feel/ think?? He's having fun out there while I'm here running everywhere to comfort his two sons.. Yes.. we do have a maid, but still I need him as Aqil doesn't really want bibik to handle him. On the other hand, Amsyar is growing up despite breastfeeding he tends to be like his brother, he wants me instead of bibik to carry him.. Now that's not a big issue actually.. But for what he did, I am pissed off!
He bought me a handbag. Which I don't like (maybe because of the above circumstances). But I don't tell him. I appreciate for what he got me. Anyway..I have a few things to confront with him, but I just don't have the energy to because I know him very well.. He is such a defensive person. He won't admit, even obviously he throws the stone.. So is my over reaction to my husband is due to my cycle or I am just being selfish??